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Journal Entry: Fri Sep 5, 2008, 3:37 AM
hey guys, they put me in a girls room in a hostel where there's no mixed rooms. then i chat with these girls. i hate it how i'm suddenly like 1of them.
i like being a man, but when my mental gender is something quite opposite. everything about me is just so fucked up. i'm actually going crazy and i'm not fine with being what i am. sometimes they call me madam. i hate france
also, i look like a rapist and a killer unless im eating baguette. i still have my limitations. every day i have so many perfect changes to conquer them but i don't really. actually i have, but just couple of times.
celibacy is cool. weeks maybe, it's funny, if u watched that movie "30 days" or something, (i haven't even watched it) but it's all true, girls around you will go crazy if ur celibate for like week or 2. well, u also r most likely going insane. but it's like wherever u go all girl heads are turning towards you.
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